The true power of money in life.
I have started to notice people, who speak in a language where ‘money can buy everything‘ and I also have seen the ones who hide behind these native speakers because they feel the benefit of sweet-talking will buy them everything.
I feel torn between accepting what feels authentic and what feels masked face in their company. I have stopped participating in this language but living alongside such speakers started affecting me, I got into a long battle of subsiding do I participate? do I try to fit in? where do I turn my face to? I have had started listening to their language and I felt I was the only one missing out on such a lavish life. What sternness and principle have led me to, if I do not have the luxury like them.
But I felt the bargain; if I keep ‘wanting money’, I cannot break this facade and it will eventually buy out my authenticity. My realness, everything precious to me
and
That is the one thing I cannot GIVE UP!!
So, What is a masked face of ‘Wanting Money’?
A mask wanting you to envy those who have more, comparing yourself to those who do not have light. Everything one has worked so hard for does not weigh heavily in front of the stability that comes with money.
How do you know you got it?
You try to sweet-talk those who can benefit you.
Craving their approval, working hard to keep the company.
Losing loyalty to yourself.
Becoming opportunist and tagging along with those who elevate your status.
You become a human zombie because you want to function in the high society. you will leech off onto the backs of those native speakers because they will benefit you the most, and then you will abandon them once you get someone more significant.
How can you change?
SIMPLE: Remove the masked face. Everything will be erased, it will vanish like a dream. A lesson learned and now its time to move on. no one can hold onto it once you change.
It is part of discovering yourself and when it no longer is part of you, YOU become your more beautiful self.
